Ek Robbar-er Goppo

Sadharon ek meye. Osadharon kichu bektitto, ebong obisongbadi prokritir sathe nischidro sohobas. Koti tarar akashe kichu bekti birodhi, doyahin, kingkortobbobimuhro janoyar Jodi dehati bhongite songom kore tobe sosthaniyo kobir kolom take ki bhabe songayito korbe ta ki apni ektuo onuman korte paren? Ar jodio ba paren take moddho soroke danriye gola khankani diye chitkar kore sokol ke janan debar prottoy ki rakhen? Obodharito jobab na. aar apnar jobab Jodi na hoy tahole apnar odhikar nei amder sathe berate jaoyar. Kebla gonjer kichu bhebla goshthir somaje otha bosa amader. Tataei amader tripti. Souharjo bosone noy, bektitteye, motadoshe ebong gune. “protidin Jodi kandibi kebol, ek din noy hasibi tora. Ekdin noy bishad bhuliya sokole miliya gahibo mora… bhabona kahare bole, sokhi jatona kahare bole?” kaal birodhi ba generation birodhi utkhat jogoter basinda kono tai amara noi. Tobu bhalo lagar govirota Jodi jonohin sudur prantore kono ek pahari kuyasar ondhokar chuniye niche neme aste chay, sondhar neshar adore mahefil Jodi sitarto rongin hote chaye tobe keno tarke atkai? Klanto haowaye mritopraye manush gulo ki kore jani sotej hoye othey oi deshe, odbhut sobhab, bachonbhongi. Sohoj hote somoy lege jay boi ki? Ganer sur amader golaye jeno doyahin onoborotota bojaye rekheche. Sobdo gulo jeno dhar kore babohar kore sobhabsiddho jibonjapon k ontohin chuti dite chaiche. Oder bhabna amader sopno mile mishe ekakar hoye jache. Uddessho bihin bhabe to noy kintu kamre dhora oniddisto uddesso haatchani diche kokhono paharer oporer kono bhuture bari, kokhono ba sajano mall road. Sei niruddeser bhabnaye amrao onoboroto chaktir moto chokkor diye cholechi gombujakaye sudrissho kichu prithibir prachinotomo sristi ke.

Aaj ker sokal ta khub onno rokom ei kotha ta boro naka sonache, tai statement ta dite giyeo atke gelam. Rob bar. Shaving kit ta niye aynar samne danriye nijeke onekhon dhore dekhlam. Besh lagche. Khoncha khoncha dari gulo olosota ta ke aro besi intense korche. Mone holo dari ta kete felle ei image ta ke boli deoya hoye jabe. Praye 15 min danriye theke fire eleam nijer chotto kthuri taye. Odbhut lagche, aaj praye kuri din hoye geche amader trip ta sesh kore ami amar doinik roj namchaye fire esechi. Hothat aaj keno eto miss korchi toder jani na. sokkol ke ek bar chunte boro icheye korche. Ekta khub norom relation toiri hoye geche sokoler songey oi chotto kota dine. Norom chara onno kono sodorthok sobdor kotha matheye ante parlam na. Jekono bhasar panchali te ekta bakko ke sesh korar jonno amader kache eto ostro ache, jemon danri, coma, jiggasar chinno. Kintu kromosota ke prokash korar kono chino nei keno? Onek somoy ei rokom to hoy je lekhar ba bolar ar kichu nei kintu sesh korte chai na. Tahole ei obostha ta ki ochire moner ondhokare sudhu kandbe. Kono din eke baire ana jabe na? Ei muhute amar obostha ta thik sei rokom. Bhabna ebong miss kora ebong obossoi bhison ekta bhalo lagar songbedona ta ke ami chere berote chai na, othocho segulo ke prokash kora ta nichok dekhano hoye jabe bole egiye niye jete sahos hoche na. Manusher chaoya ebong paoya tar moddheye eto boro ekta sunnota, othocho sei sunnotar ondhokar tai sob theke besi mono ronjok. Some time absence is required to feel the presence more intensely… bhison bhison sotti. ‘Sunno’, ‘khali’, ‘onuposthiti’, ‘ekla’ ei sobdo gulo kichu somoy boro aapon mone hoy. Mone hoy ei to jibon. Bhasa megh, sobuj pahar, tora sokole, ganer bhasa sur, ei gulo prottek ta jeno ek-ekta bichinno sobdo. Ebong egulor abesh sothik bhabe onubhob korte gele mone hoy prottek ta ke alada alada bhabe onubhob kora uchit. Oi 4 dine hoyto sobdo gulo ek sathe eshei ekta E-minor toiri korchilo kintu aaj ei muhurte danriye oi rhythm tar theke ekta ekta tarer sur boro beshi kore aapon mone hoche. Ei feel ta ki ami ei rokom bhabe likhe share korte parbo? Khub kosto hoy eta bhebe je eto bhalo likhte pari na je thik jeta onubhob korchi sei ta toder ke likhe bujhiye di. Ki kori, ki kori. Shala jibone ekta jinis o khub bhalo kore sikhte parlam na. proti ta manusher ontoto ekta medium to chai nije ke prokash korar. Ta na hole kemon jani ekta dom bondho kosto hoy moner bhetore. “Plz ghum hoye jao chokhe, amar mon kharaper rate.”

Jai hok. Dukhoo koira kene faida nai. Jabar agey bhabchilam ki jani notun notun chele meye der sathe aalap hobe, tader sathe kichu adou share korte parbo kina? Thik koto ta anondo hobe? Pouche na jani ki ekta hoye gelo. Asha kori ja amar sathe hoyeche ta sokoler sathei hoyeche. Tai aar upojukto sobdo khonjar chesta kore nijeke kosto diye kono lav nei. Aapatoto ami chesta kori amar ei feel ta jotokhon sombhob tikiye rakhar. Toder sokoler jonno prochur prochur bhalobasa! Bhalo thakis bhalo bhabis.

UTTIYO…

Kokhono somoy ase

1. Prothom bhaag: Ekti siddhanto o kichu tanaporen

"Kokhono somoy ase...jibon muchki hase...thik jano pore paoa choddo ana......"

Gaaner line guli je hotath ei bhabe prasongik hoye uthbe amar kache eto din por seta sottyi sedin bujhini jokhon khub sahosh kore Koustuv aar Ishita ke bolei felechilam...."tahole ami o jhule pori?"....hayn....jotoduur mone pore sei din ta chilo May maaser majha majhi kono ekta din. As usual tinte shohor er tinte manush tader 'e-adda' y bosechilo. Je bhabe amra roj i kotha boloe jai neshagroster moto....jokhon raat bare.... foot paath bodol hoy moddhyo raat e...jokhon roj i neme asto 3 peg Rum er nesha Hyderabad er ek prantik jaygay amar oi chotto sajano ghore....sei rokom i kono ekta din. Mane soja kothay...amar protidin er rojnamcha r theke random tule ana je kono ekta din.

Kintu na, sei din ta sottyi hoyto etota 'aat poure' chilo na. karon emon onek kichu ghote amader jibone jokhon amra bujhteo pari na je apato drishti te ekta sadharon ghotona ba ekta niriho siddhanto koto suduur prosari chhap fele jabe bhobisshyot e. Thik sei rokom bhabei abeg er jhonke niye felechilam siddhanto ta....berate jabo.....kichu khub kom chena...kichu pray na chena ek jhank notun lokjon er sathe. Koustuv er sathe jodio onek din thekei kotha hocchilo...kintu tokhono samna samni dekhao hoyni....tai nijei ektu chomke chilam nijer ei akosmik siddhante. mane Ingriji te jake bole "weird" hoye jacche na to!!...kintu bhobi bholbaar na....jabo jokhon bhebechi.....tokhon "cholo mon ruup nogore" bole bhese pora jaak. Hayn, bina meghe bojropaat er moto 'resignation letter' joma diye, amar shanto shisto professor ke ghabre diye lota kombol aar amar 'chho-tara' niye beriye porlam Hyderabad chere....prathomik gontobbyo Delhi aar tarpor Kasauli aar Chail. Dekhai jak na....."tomar ghore bosot kore koy jona"....

2. Dwitiyo bhaag: "Freedom is the word...."

Rahul er Adchini r bari ta te eksathe onek gulo ochena ba olpo chena mukh dekhe mone hoyechilo..."jodi hoy sujon tobe tentul patay no-jon" proverb ta ekebare bhul....karon oi "noy (nine)" number er upper limit tar asole kono mane nei....'dos foot by dos foot' e icche hole koto je jayga abishkar kora jay seta pore bujhechilam jokhon sunlam Uttiya sara raat katiye diyeche ekti chair er opor. Hyan, ei bhabei suru hoye gechilo amader beranor prostuti porbo amader priyo "Dutta" babu r bari theke. Train dhorar age dupur bela 'Dutta' r 'bheja kashi-shukno kashi' r vicious cycle, Ishitar ticket cancel kore deoar humki, Koustuv er 'strategic indifference' Dutta r proti, jate Dutta jete baddhyo hoy...ityadi ityadi...ek prostho natok er por sesh mesh "Debotar Payesh (Pan D)" er magic e amra saat jon ek sathe uthe porlam train e. Train e uthei Kamal babu bunk e uthe porlen aar bujhlam Mediterranean weather er por bhor bela 'Nahari' r venture ta kamal babu ke besh kabu kore diyeche. Er i faanke Koustuv er sei abeg ghono golay "Tilak da, kano amar emon holo" ei ukti ebong jothariti ek faali muchki haasi chara aar kono uttor ami dite pari ni.

Egiye chollo train....raat govir holo. Er i faanke jor er ghore train e dakat porar swopno o Koustuv dekhe feleche....jai hok...dakat, jolo-dossyu ba dinosaur kichui train e chore ni ebong amra shanti purno bhabei pouche gelam Kalka te. Kaak bhore ek prostho bargaining er por suru holo amader jatra Kasauli r uddesshye. Ekhane bole rakha bhalo je amader gari r chalok er naam chilo 'Golu'. Ei tothyo ta khub i guruttwo purno karon eta na bole dile er por kasauli pouche jokhon sei golu babu ektu jhamela korlen tokhon Rahul er sei bikhyato ukti "mere Golu ke chouko baniye debo" ei kotha tar kono 'context' bojha jabe na.Paharer opurbo soundorjo aar Uttiya r bismoy makha golay "are-terry" aar "odbhut" sunte sunte pouche gelam chotto shohor Kasauli te.

Kasauli Himachal er aar paanchta pahari shohorer theke bishesh kichu alada noy....pore sunechilam er asol akorshon er 'weather'. Jodio amra ektu beshi i kuasha peyechilam aar seta besh swabhabik o June maase Himachal er je kono jayga tei. Tobe mondo lage ni....megh-kuasha-rod er lukochuri ta amra sobai besh upobhog korechilam sei din sokal bela. Haate gorom 'puri aar chole' r nashta r por berie pora holo Kasauli ghure dekhar jonnye. Jodio dekhar moto bishesh kichui chilo na tao sobai mile elo melo ghora ghuri, obiram hasi-thatta-yarki r modhye diye besh kete galo din ta. Sondhye naamlo paharer kol gheshe.

Bondhuder sathe berate jaoa r oviggyota amar kom na. Kintu beranor prothom din er sodhye r 'spontaneity' aar osadharon somoy take facebook er ei note e likhe felar saddhyo amar nei. Sudhu bolte pari Spanish Vodka-Guiar aar besh kichu 'interesting' lokjon eksathe kono ek sondhyebela tader chena porichito gondi r baire paharer ekta shanto hotel e joro hole anando aar bhalo laga kon stor e jete pare seta ami ekhon jani.

Porer din bhor bela abar kojon beriye porlam 'sun-rise' dekhar plan kore. Kintu prochur kuasha badh saadhlo aar sei songei ghote galo ekti dukkho jonok ghotona. Oyndrila thuri baez tar camera ti harie fello. onek khonja khunji aar onek bhabna chinta r por jokhon camera ta paoa galo na tokhon Oyndrila r mukh dekhe ekta jinish bujhechilam....camera diye sudhu chobi i tola hoy na dhore rakha jay besh kichu muhurto. Ekta golpo mone pore jay ei prosonge. Kono ekdin sondhye bela college er pechoner tank e boshe amra kojon bondhu nesha korchilam. Nesha jokhon jome utheche, tokhon hotath kore ek bondhu bole uthechilo.."Tilak, amader ei 23 bochorer jibonta ke jodi cha er chankni diye chenke ni tahole sudhu pore thakbe koyekta muhurto....aar sei gulo niyei amader benche thaka..tai na?" ....sedin bhebchilam neshar ghore bola ekta aje-baje kotha....kintu Kasauli te Oyndrila r camera hariye jete kotha tar mane notun kore bujhechilam....amra sobai 'muhurto' guloi ankre dhore benche thakte chai aar tai sei "muhurto" gulo hariye gele hotath kore ekta odbhut shunnyota bodh amader chepe dhore.

Jai hok, ektu bela barle beriye pora holo Chail er uddyesshye. Chail jaoar rasta r biboron e Uttiya r kotha tai dhar korlam..."Odbhut". Ami sob somoy i pahar beshi pochondo kori karon mone hoy paharer chuler kanta r moto anka banka rasta r proti ti baankei lunkie ache kichu na kichu chomok. Koustuv er pray legend hoye jaoa caricature "Baba magic koren" er sur e bolte icche korchilo "pahar magic koren" aar sei magic sottyi amader buke amara onubhob korte pari. Kufri hoye jokhon chail poucholam tokhon pray bikel hoye gache. Chail sohor theke ektu nicher dike paharer kole ekta osadharon thakar jayga khunje ber korar jonnyo Ishita te dhonnyobaad deoar sottyi kono bhasha chilo na amader.

Chail er prothom din er sondhye bela niyei ekta alada lekha likhe fela jay. 'Dumb charade' khela ta je eto interesting hote pare aar ami je koto ta baje kheli seta besh bujhechilam. Jodio prothomei daabi korechilam ami besh bhaloi kheli...kintu oi je ekta kotha ache na...sottyi ke jotoi lukono r chesta kora hok na kano beriyei pore..temon i amar o osohay obostha ta prokash hote ektu o beshi somoy lage ni. Ei prosonge Malini r rhyme korar skill er ullekh kortei hocche. Jekhan theke 'Queen of rhyme' aar choto kore 'Queen' shobdota o dhuke porlo amader tour e. 'Truth and dare' e Rahul Dutta r osadharon prosno gulo onekdin mone thakbe...sei sathe mone thakbe Uttiyar "Dare" er kaaj ta ekhono pending i ache. Asha kori bhobishyot e kono ei rokom aar ekta tour e seta shona jabe.

Porer din sara din ghora ghuri, Ishita r chail palace e hariye jaoa aar bikel bela hotath kore ekta 'snow-peak' dekha felar anondo niye sondhye bela fire elam hotel e. Sedin jotha riti abar boslo adda r asor...onek gaan prochur baje boka...osadharon kichu muhurto r modhye diye khub taratari kete galo sondhye ta. Kintu majh raat e je amar jonnyo eto boro ekta chomok opekkya korche seta ektu ter pai ni ami. 27 tarikh amar jonmodin. Majh raat e hotath kore Rahul Dutta kano je amay Phd scholarship er bapare kotha bolte ektu soriye niye galo seta tokhon kicchui bujhi ni....kintu fire ese dekhlam amar jonnyo cake, mombaati aar five star sajiye lokjon toiri amar aar ek bochor boyos bere jaoa udjapon korar jonnyo. Ekta kotha mon khule bolte pari...onek shohor ei to thaklaam sesh char/sare char bochor e...Bombay, Chennai, Hyderabad..tai bari r baire jonmodin palon e ekhon ami obbhyosto hoye gechi. Kintu Chail er ei jonmodin palon er kotha mone hoy sohoje bhulte parbo na. Eto antorik bhabe kono jonmodin palon kora jay, seta sottyi sedin na dekhle biswas korte partam na. Abar toiri holo kichu muhurto ja hoyto dhore rakhte chaibo onek onek din...tobe ei faanke bole rakhi....er por Rahul jokhon i PhD r scholarship niye khonj kore tokhon i amar mone hoy ekkhuni kichu na kichu chomok ba "onnyo rokom" prosno aste choleche...

Ei bar ferar pala. Shimla hoye neme elam Kalka te. Saradin bristi ke songe kore amader ghora ghuri r por klanto hoye neme asa holo. Brishti bheja shimla r soundorjo mone rakhar moto...kintu onek kichu na dekhao theke galo. Shimla aar ekbar bhalo kore ghurte hobe.

Tritwio bhaag: Ekti cliche...sesh hoye hoilo na sesh..

Aaj pray du maas por ei note ta likhchi.....jani na eke smriti romonthon bola jay kina...ba hoyto amar o chole jaoar din egiye asche bole tarahuro kore elo melo bhabe likhe felar chesta kichu bhalo somoy er kotha. Berate jaoa, fire asa, abar jaoa ...sudhu jaoa asa...ei cycle ta choltei thake...er moddhye notun kicchu nei...kintu ekhon jeta bhabte bhalo lage...oi kota din er modhye diye amra sobai peye gelam ba bola bhalo kichu ta holeo chine fellam besh kichu notun lokjon ke. jader sathe bhaag kore neoa jay onek hasi-kanna-ovimaan-hotasha aar onek onek bhalo laga. Amar mone hoy jara berate bhalo base tara ekta beranor modhyei porer berate jaoar porikolpona korte suru kore day...amrao tai korechi ba bola bhalo korei cholechi. Ki niye firlam sobai? onek muhurto, onek hasi, onek chobi....aar besh kichu somporko. Jani na somoy er sathe sathe sei sob somorker ki porinoti hobe ba ki bhabe egiye jabo sobai...kintu aaj amar ei 'neel ghor' e bose ei note ta likhte likhte bar bar mone pore jacche Tushar Roy er sei line ta..."sheet kaal kobe asbe Suparna.....". Suparna bole bastobe ba kolponay ami kauke chini na...Kintu Koustuv, Rahul, Uttiya, Ishita, Oyndrila, Malini ei naam guli sottyi...tai 'Suparna' r jaygay ek sathe ei naam guli bosie deoai jay...tai na??

KICHU MONEY ASHA KOTHA

koustuv

koek muhurter jonno prochondo hingshey hoyechilo jedin koustuv nachtey nachtey skype e bollo je o Paris jacchey Joan Baez er concert dekhtey. prochondo. engriji tey dramatic hotey gele boltam "i was seething in anger that i was not going to be part of it" :) but sheta jiboner erom turning point hoye darabe ami shopneo bhabtey parini. 

tilak

firey ashar por bohudin por ritwik er chobi dekhlam. ekti chobi jeno bhishon bhabey haunt korlo. tatey jhok er boshe likheo fellam "eta ki ritwik da?" aar koustuv bollo - "hya etai ritwik da". tar por eki chobir tolae arekti manush er shongey alap holo. alap ta odbhut. i mean facebook er doulotey ki na hoy prithibitey ajkal. shei shokal theke gota bela goriye gelo, tar sathey kotha jeno r shesh hoyna. koto kotha, koto adda, bisheshoney shobisheshey shhe chilo Tilak Mukherjee.

prottekta wavelength e jeno miley gelo. odbhut bhabey bikel ta phonei kete gelo shedin. tarpor shuru holo koustuv, tilak da ar amar adda. je chilo araley, maney jar chobir tolae oto golpo badha holo, sheo elo addae...

roj er bhaat ar mach er jhol khawar moton boshto ei adda.

din er por din.

i mean raat er por raat...

koustuv

ek shomoy ei faded golapi ghor tae ami prothom antakshari khelechilam koustuv er sathey. or sathey amar cross connection hoye jae. chandannagar ei bari, othocho school e thaka kalin konodin chintam na. college e uthey almost charar ager muhurtey bondhutto. tarpor masters e dujonei dilli ashar shujog pelam. chele elo isi tey, ami roye gelam kolkata bishwabidyalaye. mphil e dilli elam, uni chole gelen dilli chere hyderabad... tarpor saat shomuddur tero nodir parey - shudur barcelona. othocho edik odik theke amader golper kono shesh nei. we could pick up the threads exactly  from where we left off.

tilak

oshombhob talented chele. ami judgement ditey boshini, sref mon er kotha ta bolchi. the passion and love with which he plays music...and enjoys it thoroughly... hats off to this boy. folk, jazz, rock...shomosto. hastey parey, hasatey parey, oshombhob dhoirjo niye shonar khomota achey, aar ekta mosto boro dil er sathey achey, nijeke underestimate korar oshim khomota. ami eta ekkebarey ignore kori :) tilak mukherjee. amra tomae bhishon bhishon bhakobashi.

dutto

college e thaka kalin ekti dino kotha hoyni. maney chintam na emon ta na. but oi kotha hoyni. prothom bar oovoo tey kotha and dutto boley uthlo - "ma, dilli eshe ebar amar baritey tor payer dhulo diye jash". ghor e dhukei dekhechilam ekta lal poster : "jimmy jimmy jimmy jimmy - aja aja aja aja".fell in love with the place immediately. tor notun bari tar cheye ota aro aro aro bhalo chilo. hoyto toder shokkol ke peyechilam boley oi ghor tae tai. bhor e uthey jumma jawar din, auto k dutto'r chotto "deal" dewa theke lahiri ar amar "before marriage, after marriage" chobi tola, theke kasauli church e "shoshurbaritey chobi jabe - oyndrila ful dhorey pose maar" theke chail er rastae bus er pechon e "rokke rokke" boley chota... kinba jigesh kora truth and dare e "career na rb?"... 

chail palace er ticket memento kore rakhar jonney shokoley tit-bit likhe dilo - dutto shundor kore "Dutto dutto dutto" boley shoi mere ferot dilo :)

dutto dutto dutto

ishita

or naam ta paltey fele "miss managerial expert" diye diyechi. okey chara chail kasauli impossible chilo. jabona jabona jabona kore koto ghyan ghyan... tao ei meyetai ticket kete rakhlo amar jonnyo. acted along when i told her kauke na boltey amio jacchi. amae bcc kore mail pathano, innovative thread shuru kora trip ta niye... gotobaar eli jokhon tokhun dekha hoyni tor sathey, ebarer dekha tai jeno howar chilo. three and more than three cheers to her. amader modhye nazrul giti (shhe nazrul jotoi jali kobi hok na keno) shudhu ishitai gaitey parey :) gota chail er rastae matiye rekhechilo ei meye. 

tilak

camera ta haralam jokhon, it was he who said lets retrace our steps back to find out if we can get it back. uttiya, malini, tilak ar ami shei kasauli market place theke hotel porjonto almost chuttey chuttey firey gechilam. tar por theke ei chele amar hatehy camera diye rakhto - "ne tui tol"

uttiya

kotha hariye felbo ebar. janu keno boli?... shudhu or cell e amar naam "oyndrila jnu" save kora achey tai jonno na. erom nipat matir manush aj kal pawa jaena. he was there when nobody else was. bedi tey boshey amader gaan er adda, amar bhishon depressed shomoy pashe eshe darano, eksathey gangar dikey takiye cheye thaka nishpolokey, bhul korar jonno or bokaboki, "aj jyotsna raatey shobai geche bon e" theke "meine tere liye hei saat rang k sapne chuney". du botol budweiser kheye uttiya shedin shondhyay duttor rannaghor er korai bajiye gelo. ki oshombhob energy chilo shedin tor uttiya... aar ki fatafati enthu diye shobar gaan er sathey tui bajiyei geli... karur tor  moton guts nei bishwash kor. keu dare nito na :) keu megher koley railing e helan diye dariye abritti kortey partona, Janu...

malini

chele gulo amader ghorei eshe hangama korto. na na i take back that sentance. amra shobai amader ghor tae utpaat kortam shondhey belae. ora choley gele, shundor korey abar poripat ikore guchiye niye ghum ditam raatey. prothom din chail e raat e showar shomoy malini k bollam - tui keno college e amar sathey kotha bolti na? malini instantly reply diyechilo - tuio to konodin bolish ni. roj ghumatey jawar shomoy ekbar kore chokh bondho korar age jodi fishfishiye bole uthi - malini, goodnight... rege jash na. tokey bhishon miss kori. miss kori tor duttor sathey glass er sathey hathey cheers mara, miss kori tor dumb charade e rhyme kore point pawa, miss kori tor golae old english songs like Diamonds and Rust, miss kori tor oi choshma ta... tor money thakar kotha noy. tor ink pen ta diye, eka eka dutto'r khatey shuye ami prothom chithi likhi ritwik ke... tui bolechili, "kali shesh hoye jete parey oyndrila." but miracles happen. kali shedin shesh hoyni re :) amae ekta point to de ebaar!

dutto

chivalrous naki o noy. he walked me back to my hostel when i was unwell. accha define chivalry. ar shedin er koekta kotha ami konodin bhulbona. tor money achey kina janina. but tui shedin amae eto encourage korechili... money achey, dutto ki bolechili? you said i had the guts to come out with it in the open and stand by my decision. money achey?

ishita

already mohila lege porechen december er berano ta ayojon kortey. ebar kintu amra shobbai help korbo, aar orokom hut haat janala diye paliye gele hobena kintu ;)

ritwik

hothat kono boishak er, dur-pahari alo

raat er por raat boltey tumi, ei to achi bhalo

hothat je ki hoye gelo, naki hothat ta thik noy

tumi bodhoy ashtei tai, tara rao kotha koy...

its all sad moist brown little earth. its all about coming in and going out, with passing through in between. same old grey forgettable days in the middle , and a few bright orange fleeting moments. how i hated this line as your signature in your emails. money hoto kikorey etar essence ta k destroy kora jae... ritwik the rationalist. tomae besh lagey.

oyndrila

boddo beshi involved hoye pore.

TRAVEL - LOG

Welcome...

oshombhob anando hocchey, taan taan excitement, thik jerom ta hoyechilo shedin Dutto'r Archini theke Purani Dilli 'r station dikey jete - thik shei rokom ekta anando hocchey, as if we are embarking on a new adventure. hok na eta kagoj e kolom e - historically speaking eta kintu shei memory ghete ghutey golpo khara kora - orthat - oral history'r ekti ongsho :) 

na na...oshob e jacchina... amader goto koek masher alap, kachey asha, eto kotha, eto gaan, eto chorano...shob dhorey rakhtey chai... nibritey gopone, aanmoney, kono ekla khhon e when we are old and gray, and the hormones ebb away... ar porey thakbe shudhu smiritr pahar...hopefully shobar lap er top e ei kotha ar chobir khelae amra abaar hoyto firey jete parbo shei chail er misty mountainous pothey... ba garir engine er drone er sathey sathey "ganja ganja" r shurey....

welcome back...

amra thakbo.

thakboi.