Sadharon ek meye. Osadharon kichu bektitto, ebong obisongbadi prokritir sathe nischidro sohobas. Koti tarar akashe kichu bekti birodhi, doyahin, kingkortobbobimuhro janoyar Jodi dehati bhongite songom kore tobe sosthaniyo kobir kolom take ki bhabe songayito korbe ta ki apni ektuo onuman korte paren? Ar jodio ba paren take moddho soroke danriye gola khankani diye chitkar kore sokol ke janan debar prottoy ki rakhen? Obodharito jobab na. aar apnar jobab Jodi na hoy tahole apnar odhikar nei amder sathe berate jaoyar. Kebla gonjer kichu bhebla goshthir somaje otha bosa amader. Tataei amader tripti. Souharjo bosone noy, bektitteye, motadoshe ebong gune. “protidin Jodi kandibi kebol, ek din noy hasibi tora. Ekdin noy bishad bhuliya sokole miliya gahibo mora… bhabona kahare bole, sokhi jatona kahare bole?” kaal birodhi ba generation birodhi utkhat jogoter basinda kono tai amara noi. Tobu bhalo lagar govirota Jodi jonohin sudur prantore kono ek pahari kuyasar ondhokar chuniye niche neme aste chay, sondhar neshar adore mahefil Jodi sitarto rongin hote chaye tobe keno tarke atkai? Klanto haowaye mritopraye manush gulo ki kore jani sotej hoye othey oi deshe, odbhut sobhab, bachonbhongi. Sohoj hote somoy lege jay boi ki? Ganer sur amader golaye jeno doyahin onoborotota bojaye rekheche. Sobdo gulo jeno dhar kore babohar kore sobhabsiddho jibonjapon k ontohin chuti dite chaiche. Oder bhabna amader sopno mile mishe ekakar hoye jache. Uddessho bihin bhabe to noy kintu kamre dhora oniddisto uddesso haatchani diche kokhono paharer oporer kono bhuture bari, kokhono ba sajano mall road. Sei niruddeser bhabnaye amrao onoboroto chaktir moto chokkor diye cholechi gombujakaye sudrissho kichu prithibir prachinotomo sristi ke.
Aaj ker sokal ta khub onno rokom ei kotha ta boro naka sonache, tai statement ta dite giyeo atke gelam. Rob bar. Shaving kit ta niye aynar samne danriye nijeke onekhon dhore dekhlam. Besh lagche. Khoncha khoncha dari gulo olosota ta ke aro besi intense korche. Mone holo dari ta kete felle ei image ta ke boli deoya hoye jabe. Praye 15 min danriye theke fire eleam nijer chotto kthuri taye. Odbhut lagche, aaj praye kuri din hoye geche amader trip ta sesh kore ami amar doinik roj namchaye fire esechi. Hothat aaj keno eto miss korchi toder jani na. sokkol ke ek bar chunte boro icheye korche. Ekta khub norom relation toiri hoye geche sokoler songey oi chotto kota dine. Norom chara onno kono sodorthok sobdor kotha matheye ante parlam na. Jekono bhasar panchali te ekta bakko ke sesh korar jonno amader kache eto ostro ache, jemon danri, coma, jiggasar chinno. Kintu kromosota ke prokash korar kono chino nei keno? Onek somoy ei rokom to hoy je lekhar ba bolar ar kichu nei kintu sesh korte chai na. Tahole ei obostha ta ki ochire moner ondhokare sudhu kandbe. Kono din eke baire ana jabe na? Ei muhute amar obostha ta thik sei rokom. Bhabna ebong miss kora ebong obossoi bhison ekta bhalo lagar songbedona ta ke ami chere berote chai na, othocho segulo ke prokash kora ta nichok dekhano hoye jabe bole egiye niye jete sahos hoche na. Manusher chaoya ebong paoya tar moddheye eto boro ekta sunnota, othocho sei sunnotar ondhokar tai sob theke besi mono ronjok. Some time absence is required to feel the presence more intensely… bhison bhison sotti. ‘Sunno’, ‘khali’, ‘onuposthiti’, ‘ekla’ ei sobdo gulo kichu somoy boro aapon mone hoy. Mone hoy ei to jibon. Bhasa megh, sobuj pahar, tora sokole, ganer bhasa sur, ei gulo prottek ta jeno ek-ekta bichinno sobdo. Ebong egulor abesh sothik bhabe onubhob korte gele mone hoy prottek ta ke alada alada bhabe onubhob kora uchit. Oi 4 dine hoyto sobdo gulo ek sathe eshei ekta E-minor toiri korchilo kintu aaj ei muhurte danriye oi rhythm tar theke ekta ekta tarer sur boro beshi kore aapon mone hoche. Ei feel ta ki ami ei rokom bhabe likhe share korte parbo? Khub kosto hoy eta bhebe je eto bhalo likhte pari na je thik jeta onubhob korchi sei ta toder ke likhe bujhiye di. Ki kori, ki kori. Shala jibone ekta jinis o khub bhalo kore sikhte parlam na. proti ta manusher ontoto ekta medium to chai nije ke prokash korar. Ta na hole kemon jani ekta dom bondho kosto hoy moner bhetore. “Plz ghum hoye jao chokhe, amar mon kharaper rate.”
Jai hok. Dukhoo koira kene faida nai. Jabar agey bhabchilam ki jani notun notun chele meye der sathe aalap hobe, tader sathe kichu adou share korte parbo kina? Thik koto ta anondo hobe? Pouche na jani ki ekta hoye gelo. Asha kori ja amar sathe hoyeche ta sokoler sathei hoyeche. Tai aar upojukto sobdo khonjar chesta kore nijeke kosto diye kono lav nei. Aapatoto ami chesta kori amar ei feel ta jotokhon sombhob tikiye rakhar. Toder sokoler jonno prochur prochur bhalobasa! Bhalo thakis bhalo bhabis.
UTTIYO…
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